i admit - i'm not great with my instrument. but, i don't think i'm that horrible (or maybe i'm in denial. damn, this happens all the time). i'm still somehow able to play finish those few songs, just that when it comes to the actual thing, with people looking at you (in today's case, with old folks not really looking or paying attention to you), i was a wreck, am a wreck, have always been a wreck and may be a wreck forevermore.
in conclusion, I SUCK (and screwed up, as per always)
this is what it's like to like doing something, but have never and will never excel in it (unless those wretched nerves goes to somewhere far far away and never comes back).
AH. TIOMAN TMR (:
po-po-po-poker face po-po-poker face
mum mum mum mah
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